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hey dudes!!
very extra special busy at the mo with uni stuff and bits and bobs so haven't updated in AAAAAAAGES but such is life. i don't have a laptop in my room so i have to trek it to computer rooms which is inconvenient but other than that i'm enjoying life and more importantly living.
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hey everyone!
i've just got back from the best girlie holiday EVER, was a true laff in corfu, think last night was the first night's sleep i've had in a few weeks! haha. good fun.
so yeah i got my 3B's in my a levels (was a bit disappointed as didn't get my first choice uni) but am going to northampton now which i'm really excited about! i've got all my accomodation sorted and i'm on my way in a few weeks! though thanks to corfu, i'm totally skint (all my hard earned savings down the drain) and will have to get a job almost as soon as i get there! god knows who'll hire me!
jamie is just the sweetest, he was gonna move all the way to scotland to be with me and told me yesterday that he's so glad i'm not gonna be so far away (cos he'd have had to have waited a while before he moved). so now i'm only a couple of hours drive away, until he can find a place in northampton(which will prob be next year-with me!) even though i won't see him as much, i just know we'll be fine, if not better than we are now!
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Aug. 10th, 2004 @ 01:15 pm
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surprisingly enough the monotony of summer holidays is extremely fulfilling--->
i say monotony but to be honest i've been up to lots, it just all mainly involves bumming around and finding things to do at home. sounds quite boring but it is indeed the calm before the storm. in a month or so my whole world is gonna be turned upside down and inside out, so at the moment its fun to stay in and bake a cake with mum, or follow her round tescos with my sis. i can't wait for uni but now its just fun to be here doing very little, which means a whole lot more.
also i've found that i've been such a big fat bookworm lately, just cannot get my head out of books... think i'm just trying to make myself more worldly for uni.
hehe i'll let ya know if it works!!
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...not technically true, but you can't knock fleetwood mac for their lack of scientific knowledge.
but metaphorically speaking is there thunder without rain? is there smoke without a fire? is there a way of letting off steam without actually boiling your water...?
...burning the candle at both ends sure has paid its toll on me lately- is it actually healthy to be going to bed at six am, rather than getting up?? hehe. well i'm sure i'll get over it. i'm just having fun right now. although i still get that feeling every now and then - oh god i should be doing that work. but then i realise that there is no work to be done at all. none. i guess thats why my bedroom is spotless right now -can't tell mum that i'm studying and so i have to do everything she asks!! its not so bad...considering she'll be paying ALL my fees next year.
life is just great at the moment. i'm living for now which is tres fun.
"Bliss was it then to be alive, and to be young was very heaven."- william wordsworth on the romantic movement. (He later became disillusioned with the industrialisation of Britain-i can't say i was too so fussed about that. hehe.)
when the rain washes you clean you'll know...
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fuck knows.
people really do brass me off with self righteous bullshit. i'm probably wrong for writing this but at least i can admit that.
its fair enough for people to stand up for themselves and it is actually a quality that i admire and respect but sometimes people need to stand back and take a real good look at themselves and analyse the situation (typical virgo me) before steaming in with abuse and patronising those who have been there for you in the past.
stupid arguments will be forgotten in weeks, months, years to come so i guess the moral of the story is to fuck it. anally. |
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There's something about the look in your eyes,
Something i noticed when the light was just right.
It reminded me twice that i was alive,
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight.
Could you show me, dear...something I've not seen.
Something infinitely interesting.
There's something about the way you move,
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing.
More subtle than something someone contrives,
your movements echo that i've seen the real thing.
I love those words, it sums up how i feel about that special someone in my life. hehe. love you baby. x x x
summer lovin' is so great at the mo, the sun might've gone in but its hotter than ever lately - just wish the days would last that little bit longer than usual. and oh those summer nights...! why must you fly by without me noticing...?
i guess its always the same with the two vectors that rule our lives. space is infinite, we have ample proof of that, but it flies in the face of all experience to say the same of time.
just five more kisses...please?! hehe. *smiles*
x x x
Jun. 18th, 2004 @ 10:30 am
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Meet me in outer space.
We could spend the night together;
Watch the earth come up.
I've grown tired of that place;
Won't you come with me?
We could start again.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like i do.
How do you do it?
It's better than i ever knew.
Meet me in outer space.
I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights.
I need you to see this place...
Jun. 4th, 2004 @ 12:00 pm
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My username is green!
stellar4star
what colour is your username??
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May. 29th, 2004 @ 03:30 pm
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Hey peeps!
So summer has finally descended upon us! who'd have thought it would be possible to get a (reasonable) tan in May?!
Bring on july and august is all i can say, college has beaten the shit outta me recently, what with coursework coming out of all orifices and exams looming. last year was SO much easier. (enjoy it while you can AS people!)I feel like a walking zombie lately.
I've also been sorting out uni stuff, which is sooo exciting! i've firmly accepted the university of edinburgh. i know its far away but anyone who has been there will understand. it is a really lovely place. so now i've gotta figure out where i'm gonna live, all the halls of residence look so nice and i can't choose! either that or i'll find my own place, that might make more sense considering Jamie wants to move up there with me! yes, thats right, he is moving miles just to be with me! he's gonna leave his job in september to look for one in edinburgh! i love him so much. this one's for keeps methinks. hehe.
Although i can't wait to leave my sixth form, its gonna be a bit sad saying goodbye to somewhere i've gone to(almost) everyday for seven years. hmmm, ah well i'm sure i'll get get get get over it!!!!
ooh who sat AS general studies yesterday??? we had to do ours this year instead of last year...what a load of poop. who truly cares what the percentage increase of male prisoners was in June 2000??
IT'S SOOOOO RANDOM! hehe, i didn't even have a calculator.
that Alevel is such a waste of time. don't you agree?
hope everyone is doing well!
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May. 20th, 2004 @ 11:30 am
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so i just took an IQ test from
www.tickle.com/tests/uiq
and this was my results page!
Congratulations, stellar!
Your IQ score is 124
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.
Your Intellectual Type is Inspired Inventor. This means you've got exceptional verbal and mathematical skills, and are very good at brainstorming new ideas. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
some of the questions were mind numbingly easy but others were actually quite challenging so i'm quite impressed! although it is a scam - if you wanna find out your right and wrong answers, they want $12.95 of your hard earned cash!!
haha.
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May. 1st, 2004 @ 07:30 pm
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hey guys!
so thank god the easter holidays have started!
today i went to see my big sis who has just had a li'l baby girl called sophie, she is so beautiful and tiny, i'm so proud of my sis for going through such a long labour. and i'm an auntie now! heehee! welcome to the world little one, stick with me and you'll be just fine!!
Jamie was like "don't start getting broody" but i can't help it! although i can't wait for uni and i wanna get a good job before settling down, i just can't stop daydreaming about me and J and a little cutie of our own.... ah well, will have to make do with spoiling sophie rotten until then!!
haven't been up to much lately, it's been coursework time at college and so i've been working my li'l ass off trying to meet deadlines and remain human (most days i resemble a zombie at college! lol).
ooh happy bday nat! hope you've had a good one!
x x x
Apr. 5th, 2004 @ 10:45 pm
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I knew a priest once. His name was Rev Oswald Fukitt. He spent a lot of time trying to convert the Buddhists in Thailand. Known in the club as Fukitt of Phuket. Damn fine chap, died from that flesh-eating bacteria. Awful mess. When they did the post-mortem they found that instead of a brain, he had a seething mass of magotts. Explains the voices I suppose. Not that maggotts can actually speak, of course- turn into flies you know. Quite remarkable how they do that- seal themselves up in little cocoons and mutate into something quite different.
Knew a chap who did that once. Peregrine Fledgeling-Gosling, been at the club nearly as long as me. Fought in the Crimea, you know- good cavalry man, fine taste in port. Just pupated one day, right in that armchair over there- I came in for dinner and there was a six-foot mucousy pupa inside his smoking jacket. Three months later he came back out- looked like a cross between an orangutan and a bicycle. Gave the Colonel an awful shock- gave him both barrels from the Purdey. Shame really, fine chap, old PFG.
Of course, he's not the only one the Colonel's shot in the dining hall. Once got a new servant in and they forgot to tell him about the knives. Went to put a plate of Roast Guinnea Fowl infront of the Col., and the poor chap passed him a complete set of cutlery. Never knew what hit him- awful mess, took days to stop the old bugger from blabbering on about the damned Spetlakokl tribe and the time they tried to eat him. Looking around the room constantly for weeks. Didn't get him to put the blasted Purdey down until the next November.
Anyway, must dash- wrestling sharks this evening with Evana Trump.
Mar. 14th, 2004 @ 11:38 pm
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Heart of Crystal
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Mar. 9th, 2004 @ 10:33 am
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...and when the sun shines brightly, their brilliance may dazzle you
-but don't cover your eyes or look away because life's delicacies are few and far between.
Mar. 4th, 2004 @ 04:40 pm
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I am weary of my life of drudgery, and have hence resolved to undertake a cunning and dastardly scheme in order to be extremely rich and lazy. I am, in short, going to steal the crown jewels.
How, you may ask, do I propose to half-inch these well defended national treasures?
Recently I have been spending my spare time in a secret laboratory buried under a field in Cheadle Hume. Here, I have assembled a programme of experiments in the trainage of animals which has enabled me to produce a horde of genetically modified leaf-cutter ants. These will troop undetected to the display cases in the Tower of London, where they will bite small pieces of toughened glass off and carry them away much as they would do with leaves in the wild.
When a suitably large hole has been chewed in the defences, my ninjitsu-proficient spider monkey troupe will scratch a hole in the ceiling and, by linking their prehensile tails like hooks, lower one down to pilfer the goodies.
While they are in this admittedly vulnerable position of mutual danglage, highly aggressive gibbons will stand guard on the roof. Once the malevolent menagerie have completed their zoological heist, the monkeys will bound back to my high-technology armoured bunker in Bishops Stortford, from whence I will cruise off into the sunset a very rich lady.
All of these animals will then live in harmony, or in the event of capture, eat themselves alive from the feet up leaving no evidence for the boys in blue.
See you on the Costa Del Crime!!
Feb. 25th, 2004 @ 12:40 pm
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Tell me darling true
to me you are the sea
vast as you can be
and deep the shade of blue.
when i look into you eyes
i can feel butterflies
i'll love you when you're blue
but tell me darling true
what am i to you...?
Feb. 22nd, 2004 @ 09:15 pm
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stellar4star
Guppy
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Feb. 22nd, 2004 @ 06:29 pm
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i'm not.
basically i can't be bothered, even though i know that deadlines are most definitely looming, but i know what i'm like, i'll leave it til the last min, get totally stressed about it but do it all the same and it'll be fine and i'll laugh my fucking arse off.
i hope.
Feb. 20th, 2004 @ 01:25 pm
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like a flower waiting to bloom. like a lightbulb in a dark room, i'm just sitting here, waiting for you to come on home and turn me on.
Feb. 19th, 2004 @ 01:22 am
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